This blog is sort of random, sorry.
I've been pretty down this week. Not sure entirely why, but I have my theories. First off, the anti-depressants have given my night sweats for a month now and I'm finally realizing it is not "too many blankets on the bed". Took me sleeping in the guest room to figure that one out. Stupid meds. Going to the doctor in the AM to try to get it switched.
I also think I have a sinus infection. It's weird though, it's in the bridge of my nose, not the sinus cavities like normal. My poor bridge is swollen and red and tener to the touch. If I didn't know better I'd think I fell on it or got punched. Going to the doctor in the AM for that too.
I felt stupid (that happens a lot lately) today because I didn't know what RSV was. Some gals from work got talking about it and I spoke up and said "what's that?" and they (unintentionally) chastized me ("You've never heard of RSV? Didn't your pediatrician tell you about it? Where do you take Emery? I can't believe they've never told you about it!") for not being up on viruses my baby has never had. Turns out it is a virus which means they can't do a dang thing for it if your baby gets it. Believe me ladies, I watch this little man like a hawk. If he suddenly starts seal bark coughing or develops a fever, I'm certain we'll be at the pediatricians office first thing in the am. No need to freak my freak for no reason. grrr.
Plus, I have parent teacher conferences tomorrow and Thursday. I'm worried Emery won't have enough milk stored up while I'm gone to make it over 15 hours without me. Plus, when am I going to pump during conferences?
Can I just say I'm ready for this week to be over?